Confessions

Picked Apart

Part One

I’m having a 4-part piece of 7 confessions each to commemorate the previous 7 years & to celebrate my new cycle of consciousness ( The Fifth Cycle: 28-35 Years ).

These confessions may affect your personal triggers, their purpose is to free my mind of invisible barriers. Details are left out but I’m available to talk about it.

START

I used to be terrified of being alone, I’ve endured a lot of pain to keep from being so.

I hate bullies and manipulators with a passion in my heart, I befriend them just to break them down from the inside.

The most important thing to my life is how I make others feel, if you don’t like me I’m really hurt.

I lost my virginity before college, we’re still friends.

Someone I see as a fallen hero in my life’s story is the cruel villain in the story of someone close to me, but I’m not changing his role for her.

I love the shock people try to hide when I tell them I’ve graduated college, once I see that I rub it in.

Trauma of peer pressure, abandonment and molestation is still with me, you are not alone.

TO BE CONTINUED. . .

Love Nita.