It’s That Moment

This is it

Im standing here looking at you in disbelief, this is it! My heart is racing, tears welding up, I don’t think I’ve closed my mouth yet, thinking of how we led to this very moment…thinking of all our moments.

That moment you randomly stop in your tracks to tell me how beautiful I am, I always act like I’m too shy for all the attention but you know I soak it up.

That moment you refuse to let me talk down on myself, you remind me that words are more important than people give credit, you remind me of my passion for words and encourage me to express myself through them.

That moment you give me a gift every single day, something as simple as a chocolate kiss or as luxury as a trip out of the country, you make sure I know you can take care of me.

That moment you give me space but stay in my sight, checking on me daily, making sure I smile even when I’m mad, making sure I eat even when I’m sad.

That moment you hold me tight while I shiver in your arms, my body vibrating from the intensity of your love, you’ve opened me up, so I opened up to you.

That moment you opened up to me, you share your past and its dark and damaging, but you inspire me the way you hold your head up because you survived undamaged…or so I thought.

Because now I’m standing here looking at you in disbelief, this is it!? My heart is racing, tears welding up, I don’t think I’ve closed my mouth yet, thinking of how we led to this very moment, all of our moments…and you cheated.

So what is it about him? The answer:

it’s actually about me.

Love Nita